Owning them

Here you are, at the place you used to dream of. So crowded that makes you wonder, from what side you could call this place yours, huh? You've been wandering here and there, just almost all the time but still feel like coming back as a new guest. So what's going on?

After all, you've just passed a few nights here. Hearing the breezes calling out your name for many times. Only your name when there're so many other names out there? Feeling the cold they bring inside from little spaces of your closed windows. Alone. Alone? Nope, they may feel it too, but you are pretending like having such a busy day to care for only a few minutes. Hey, I'm asking you, what's the matter with waking up and being the 'usual' you?

God has made it come true, hasn't He? With the score you had reached, although you still be the ungrateful one like before who couldn't stop regretting about it, you could enter the school you've been dreaming of. And you said you would fight till the end? Remember? That's the big promise God asking you right now. Yeah, so many new difficult things to do, without your mom, your lovely little brother, not even your dad, reaaally difficult, but who says you won't win without them?

Listen, all you have to do is believing in yourself. Join the crowd, learn, speak up, make friends. You'll got one, two, three....ten and more friends just like you have in the previous little place. They are so smart, and you are too! They are beautiful, and so you are in your own perfect way. Own the crowd, own the place, own yourself! Wake up, little princess.. ;)