Needing My Magic Back

Hi, there! It's been a while.

(well that sounds a lil bit too excited)

I..... am supposed to be studying right now (or working on reports, I still have a lot left), but as you can see, I'm writing a post on this old, dusty blog instead.

I keep waiting for the rain to come. Tidak tahu buatmu, tapi buatku hujan itu menenangkan. When I was so nervous before performing my very first simple surgery, I remember looking at the falling rain and how it gave me comfort-- somehow felt like there was a cool wind that blew throughout my body and set my mind at peace. Even when I was on a car ride (I have a pretty bad car sickness), kalau tiba-tiba hujan datang, my sickness would disappear in a sudden, like I never had it since the first place. It always works like magic to me!

As I'm feeling a lil down this days... and somewhat unmotivated for no reason... and kinda nervous due to the upcoming board exam..... I think I need my magic back :( 

hujan... kapan datang lagi?